To each one of us, Nineveh is the place we don’t want to go (but which we know, deep down inside, is where we need to go).
Nineveh can be a metaphor for many situations.
But the context I have specifically in mind is that of someone running from a previous faith in God, Jesus and the Holy Spirit.
In this context, Nineveh is faith that a person no longer wants to have.
For those disassociating themselves from faith, what has often happened is that, having been there once and found some truth, over time, they also experienced some untruth (otherwise understood as legalistic or poorly interpreted doctrine, manmade traditions, culture wars and Christian hypocrisy).
What happens, however, is that instead of reflecting upon and further testing the truth of their faith, they want out. They want nothing more to do with “any” of it. And so they begin the long slog into anything but.
The tragedy is that what they take with them from the past are the untruths, latching onto them for dear life so as to attempt to disprove what actually is true, so they never have to go back.
It’s guilt by association:
Something good (their faith in God through the Spirit of Christ) is tainted by something bad, and to “get back at” the bad, they jettison the good. They forget that the good ever existed.
As the saying goes, they “throw the baby out with the bath water.”
Nineveh, faith, is the "place" that is shunned because the disillusioned are unable or unwilling to separate the good from the bad.
So in order to “go” to our Nineveh, we must, finally, find a way to separate the good from the bad.
Once we do this, we can study each on its own—the good separate from the bad, and the bad, separate from the good.
We can be honest in our estimation of how much of our Nineveh was actually bad versus how much was actually good.
We can look at how the bad impacted the good; how, if it weren’t for the bad, the good could have flourished and been more of a benefit. We can also be realistic about the many ways we did benefit at the time, but have chosen to ignore.
We can examine why the bad existed.
We can look at how each overshadowed the other, at various times and places, and that the "bad" did not always win, and in fact the good scored some big hits!
We can ask ourselves, in a thorough and courageous personal inventory, how running from the faith we once had is working for us.
Finally, we can listen very closely to hear if the still small voice inside us confesses that we have never really left our faith, and would so love to be able to admit it and have it back.
To return to our Nineveh is to begin again from the place of the good, with the “bad” existing solely as a sober lesson on what not to do and how not to be. The bad actors, actions, ideologies and practices of other human beings in the past and present do not decide our faith in God for us (however, running from God because of them means they still control us).
Upon our return to our faith, we can begin to build—from a place of positive progression, not negative regression—the truth into our lives, cultivating it in Godly wisdom, humility and gratitude. The bad will no longer stunt our conviction, God’s revelation or the joy Christ gives.
In going back to Nineveh, we free our souls from the captivity of the past.
Copyright Barb Harwood