So much of prayer is our willingness to be obedient to
living in God’s grace, timing and will.
As I increasingly realize, when I make God alone my portion
and am not distracted by the world or my human emotions and sense of personal
righteousness, I am at peace with God and my desire to meet with Him in prayer
grows.
As I progressively trust God with myself, other people and
situations, He mercifully blesses that trust and my intentional act of giving everyone
and everything over into His care. And one of the blessings is His chipping
away at my fears, which in turn allows me to live more and more in a healthy,
hands-off neutrality with the world around me and in an attitude of goodwill as
opposed to judgment or fretfulness.
In short, as I decrease and Christ increases, joy
increases as well.
When fears threaten to creep back in (and they do), I go to
God and, as much as a reminder to myself as it is a prayer, I say, simply and
almost matter-of-factly,
“God, you’ve got this.”
I say it as many times as needed to eradicate fear, knowing
that God will not leave me in the lurch: he will provide protection, guidance
and wisdom, and be in every conversation and circumstance.
I know it because I
have lived it with God. Looking back on the protections God has afforded,
the dungeon-like darkness He has held my hand through, the merciful and often surprisingly immediate answers to implorings, I marvel that God has brought
me and my family this far (2 Samuel 7:18, 1 Chronicles 17:16).
My reliance on Him enables me to remain in His grace and
will by keeping my mind and heart on Him, while listening to the Holy Spirit’s
constant and sure counsel that reveals the state of my heart and sinful
tendencies lurking under the surface. At the same time, the Holy Spirit
supplies encouragement, direction and desire to follow Christ, not
myself or other people and social constructs.
While I do not claim to know how God deals with every prayer
of every person, I have experienced personally the fruit of His righteousness
becoming righteousness in myself and others via obedience to His Holy Spirit
and Word.
I, myself, if I am in my own human righteousness, trusting
in that, will sin, missing out on the victorious life in Christ God so
graciously desires to bless with. My ability and willingness to pray is also
tarnished when I close the window to God.
“Rejoice in the Lord always; again I will say, rejoice! Let
your gentle spirit be known to all men. The Lord is near. Be anxious for
nothing, but in everything by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let
your requests be made known to God. And the peace of God, which surpasses all
comprehension, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus.
Finally, brethren, whatever is true, whatever is honorable,
whatever is right, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is of good
repute, if there is any excellence and if anything worthy of praise, dwell on
these things. The things you have learned and received and heard and seen in
me, practice these things, and the God of peace will be with you.” Philippians
4:4-9
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