Singing I Go Along Life's Road, Jesus Has Lifted My Load

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Barb Harwood

Brad and I recently visited Olympic National Park in Washington. While hiking one day, we met a man and his wife on the trail and, as we began talking, soon found ourselves with a brother and sister in Christ. It turns out this man, John, is recovering from a near death-bed experience, in which he was hospitalized for a year. He almost died several times. His throat had stopped functioning so he had been on a feeding tube. As I understand it, one day something happened with the feeding tube and on that same day, in the words of our new friend, “God healed me.” John was suddenly able to swallow.

John’s telling of his story on the trail that day coincided with my own inner healing from a summer of emotional turmoil; a summer where I couldn’t seem to shake what a good friend of mine describes as “the black fog.” I had never experienced anything quite like it, and didn’t like that I couldn’t “snap out of it” (from the outside, things weren’t bad, making how I felt inside even worse!)

Right before our vacation, I knew I had to make a decision: either let this overwhelming pall entrench itself even deeper, or trust God with this thing as much as I trust Him with my salvation. That was the question I kept asking myself: “If you trust God with your Salvation, can’t you also trust Him with this?” What is faith if we don't use it? Why even have it, what's the point?

God led me to the psalms and to places in the Bible that focus on God’s victory over attack and fear (mainly in the person and life of David). I asked--begged, really--God over and over again to replace my spirit of fear with hope and to not let me be shaken, come what may. As I did, redirecting all fearful and sad thoughts to God and “praying without ceasing” for Him to encourage my heart, the “black fog” moved on. Just like John’s throat was suddenly functioning, so was I. To God be the glory, life is good again!

So when I sang the following hymn in a church service last night, I couldn’t help but smile. The words describe exactly what I’ve just experienced, and what I’m sure my new friend John experienced. The lyrics state truths we should know, and surely do know. But sometimes it takes weird times of testing and trial to sharpen the iron of our faith into something new and courageous and moving forward.

Singing I Go

Lyrics: Eliza E. Hewitt


Music: William J. Kirkpatrick

The trusting heart to Jesus clings,

Nor any ill forebodes,

But at the cross of Calv’ry, sings, 

Praise God for lifted loads!

Singing I go along life’s road,

Praising the Lord, praising the Lord,
Singing I go along life’s road,
For Jesus has lifted my load.

The passing days bring many cares,

“Fear not,” I hear Him say,

And when my fears are turned to prayers,

The burdens slip away.

Singing I go along life’s road,

Praising the Lord, praising the Lord,
Singing I go along life’s road,
For Jesus has lifted my load.

He tells me of my Father’s love,

And never slumb’ring eye,

My everlasting King above

Will all my needs supply.

Singing I go along life’s road,

Praising the Lord, praising the Lord,
Singing I go along life’s road,
For Jesus has lifted my load.

When to the throne of grace I flee,

I find the promise true,

The mighty arms upholding me

Will bear my burdens too.

Singing I go along life’s road,

Praising the Lord, praising the Lord,
Singing I go along life’s road,
For Jesus has lifted my load.

“Do not grieve, for the joy of the Lord is your strength.” Nehemiah 8:10

“I will give you a new heart and put a new spirit in you;” Ezekiel 36:26

Labor of Love

A man selling fish can experience his work as a labor of love when he understands it as a high calling of God. Barb Harwood, photo

What is a "labor of love?"

I used to think it meant indulging in a passion, which I did not associate with paid employment. Painting a landscape, redoing a kitchen, bringing a 1969 Nova back to its former glory, all qualified. But I never associated that which is done in order to earn a paycheck as a “labor of love” because I saw going to work every day as something people had to do. When there’s no choice in the matter, it may be labor, but it certainly cannot be labor that we love.

My worldview on that has drastically changed along with the change in my larger worldview from that of a secular humanist to a born again Christian. Just like God transformed my worldview on what it means to be a mother and wife (not to mention a woman in general), God changed my worldview on employed work.

In the past, I held some jobs in high esteem (those would be considered “careers”) and many jobs in low esteem (those would be considered “dead end”). But I (along with the world that reinforces these views) got it wrong. Only after experiencing a supposed “career” job did I realize that I enjoyed my “lowly” job as a car wash attendant more than my professional position as a copywriter for a trade journal!

The point isn’t to now knock what is commonly considered career work. No. The point is to understand and believe that all jobs can be labors of love (considering the large percentage of our lives on earth given over to employment, shouldn’t they be?). It would follow then, would it not, that if a person loves their position as a car wash attendant, and another loves their position as office copywriter, they’re both equally valid labors of love?

They are in God’s eyes. When we do the work God sets in front of us at any given time and for any given purpose, we can devote ourselves to that course of employment as a labor of God’s love, because we do it through the power of the God who loves us and whom we love and who gave us the ability to do work in the first place. What a high calling our sweeping, filing, fixing, driving, serving, phoning, computing, constructing, teaching, mediating, leading, faxing, healing, etc. becomes when we see it as being done for God and through His grace and giftedness!

Pastimes are indeed rewarding and can fill voids that our paid employment cannot. But the way we earn our living need not be something lesser, or drudgery, simply because it’s necessary. Our place and activity of employment can morph into a labor of love when we understand it as a place where a loving and faithful God serves through us and through which we can glorify and please Him. God becomes our true boss, manager, and co-worker rolled into one.

May your work be a labor of God’s love!

“Commit to the Lord whatever you do, and your plans will succeed.” Proverbs 16:3

“And whatever you do, whether in word or deed, do it all in the name of the Lord Jesus, giving thanks to God the Father through him.” Colossians 3:17

“Whatever you do, work at it with all your heart, as working for the Lord, not for men, since you know that you will receive an inheritance from the Lord as a reward. It is the Lord Christ you are serving.” Colossians 3:23-24

Fear and Trepidation

Sometimes, almost out of nowhere, fear grips us.

And we can be tempted to maintain a white-knuckle hold on fear to the point where it becomes irrational and obsessive.

Recently, in an attempt to confront fear, I at first approached it intellectually, knowing that God is in control. But fear is not intellectual. It is primarily emotional and the answer is spiritual. I was submitting intellectually to God and submitting emotionally to the world and to the flesh. The fear was not abating.

Only when I got back to devoting some long hours to God’s Word did relief come. God led me to the verses in Mark and Matthew where Jesus calms the storm. In Mark 4:40, Jesus asks His disciples, “Why are you so afraid? Do you still have no faith?”

Matthew 8:26 reads, “He replied, ‘You of little faith, why are you so afraid?’”

Jesus connects fear to a lack of faith and a lack of faith to fear. That doesn’t mean having faith will cure us, or take away our scary circumstances, or drop a bucket of $100 bills in our lap. No. But fear won’t do any of that either and in fact will only increase our suffering and perhaps immobilize us.

Jesus wants to carry us through trials without fear. That is His mercy: to grow faith and trust in Him in place of fear. Perfect love casts out fear (1 John 4:18). Jesus loves us and doesn’t want us to suffer in fear. He also doesn’t want fear to block out the hope that we have in Him. That’s why He invites us to “Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. (Matthew 11:28-29).

Intellectually, I knew this to be true. But I had to open my heart to these words in trust that the Holy Spirit will sow faith and hope in place of fear. And the Holy Spirit has.

“When I am afraid I will trust in you. In God, whose word I praise, in God I trust; I will not be afraid. “ Psalm 56:3-4

“For you did not receive a spirit that makes you a slave again to fear, but you received the Spirit of sonship.” Romans 8:15

“For God did not give us a spirit of timidity, but a spirit of power, of love and of self-discipline.” 2 Timothy 1:7

“…I have learned to be content whatever the circumstances. I know what it is to be in need, and I know what it is to have plenty. I have learned the secret of being content in any and every situation, whether well fed or hungry, whether living in plenty or in want. I can do everything through him who gives me strength.” Philippians 4:11-13

Johnny Cash - Just A Closer Walk With Thee

"And surely I am with you always, to the very end of the age." Mark 28:20

"From one man he made every nation of men, that they should inhabit the whole earth; and he determined the times set for them and the exact places where they should live. God did this so that men would seek him and perhaps reach out for him and find him, though he is not far from each one of us." Acts 17:26-27

Adding the Bloom of God's Grace

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This morning I conducted a little inventory of the sin God has removed from my life. I thought of the times when, even though I asked God to help me stop sinning in a certain way, and really wanted to stop, I also found I was still attracted to that sin; it had become habit, or a comfort/escape mechanism, or a way to avoid having to learn to deal with people and issues constructively.

But I found that, as I continued in prayer, whether God removed the sin quickly or over a period of time, at some point, when I was tempted to sin in that way again, I couldn’t. I found no attraction in it, and the thought of sinning in that way repelled me. Eventually even the temptation itself, in those areas, stopped. I praise God for His Holy Spirit and victory over sin!

As I sat outside this morning, looking out on my mini-meadow of a perennial garden and thinking about all the ways God has purified me, it struck me that I tend to spend a lot of time asking God to remove sin from my life, and not nearly enough time asking Him to grow Grace. If He takes away sin, He can also add Grace. Just as the majority of perennials in my garden are currently in full bloom, I, too, can have the majority of me be God’s Grace in bloom as well.

As sin goes away, the void can be filled with Grace. Certainly it is Holy in itself to have sin removed. But I don’t think I’ve sought or cultivated the Grace of our Lord Jesus. I think I’m so relieved to have a sin removed that I immediately begin praying about the next sin! I guess what I’m saying is, along with the requests to purify us from our transgressions, we can ask that the many Holy Graces of God grow in us. Because as great as sinless living is, and a wonderful testimony, even greater is sinless living that also bears the fruits of the Spirit (love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness and self-control; Galatians 5:22-23). God overcoming sin in us is only half of our witness; His abundant Grace growing out of that is the other.

My garden began as a clean, weed-free, freshly turned plot of earth. But instead of leaving it as a nice tidy piece of rich soil, I planted lilies and daisies, Black-eyed Susan’s and Yarrow, Butterfly Bush and Prairie Milkweed. In the same way, God’s Grace planted and lived out in us is the bloom on the cleansed and purified heart.

“Surely you desire truth in the inner parts; you teach me wisdom in the inmost place. Cleanse me with hyssop, and I will be clean; wash me, and I will be whiter than snow. Let me hear joy and gladness; let the bones you have crushed rejoice. Hide your face from my sins and blot out all my iniquity. Create in me a pure heart, O God, and renew a steadfast spirit within me. Do not cast me from your presence or take your Holy Spirit from me. Restore to me the joy of your salvation and grant me a willing spirit, to sustain me.” Psalm 51:6-12

“But he said to me, ‘My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness.’” 2 Corinthians 12:9

“Rejoice in the Lord always. I will say it again: Rejoice! Let your gentleness be evident to all. The Lord is near. Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus. Finally, brothers, whatever is true, whatever is noble, whatever is right, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is admirable—if anything is excellent or praiseworthy—think about such things. Whatever you have learned or received or heard from me, or seen in me—put it into practice. And the God of peace will be with you.” Philippians 4:4-9

Getting Back on the Horse

One month into being an “empty-nester” and I’m trying to, as they say, “Get back on the horse.” Having life as an at-home mom for the last 20 years end literally overnight has caused a bit of a blip on the radar screen. Okay, to be honest, it feels more like a complete blackout!

Life is like that, isn’t it? Whether it’s a life change in circumstances, facing the death of a loved one, losing a job, moving to a new city, starting college far from home, or losing everything in a disaster, life is guaranteed to serve up overwhelming circumstances. And when we’re standing in the shadow, the darkness is all we see. The key is to eventually let God lead us out from the shadow to where His light is still shining in the source and sustainer of light, Jesus Christ.

Jesus has been showing me His light in subtle and slightly admonishing ways this past week. The first instance was in hearing my dental hygienist talk about her 90-year old mother who lives in an assisted living facility. Her mother is almost blind, but her mind is sharp. I asked if her mother is still positive about life. My hygienist answered with an enthusiastic, “Yes! She never complains!” And although the 90-year-old mother said it would be nice to have her vision again, her attitude was that of, “If that’s the only thing wrong, I don’t have much to complain about.”

Then, Tuesday night, as my husband and I stood in our backyard watching a full pearlescent rainbow, our 84-year old neighbor came out and joined us. She lost her husband--her best friend--in March. As we chatted, she mentioned that she and her sister were going up north to go hiking and to climb some rocks where they knew there was a great view of the valley below. Then they were headed to her cabin for the night. My neighbor’s exact words were, “We’re going to have a ball!” In my thoughts, I knew exactly what my neighbor was doing. She had decided beforehand that she and her sister “were going to have a ball.”

The third way God spoke to me this week came in the form of a July 9 interview with Dick Cheney in The Wall Street Journal. Commenting on the 5 heart attacks he’s survived since age 37, Cheney said,

“You could, and some people do, become so fixated on the disease that they, well, they don't get to get on with their lives. You've got to get on with your life."

Well said. We can go so completely inward in our sorrow, grief, melancholy, memories, aches, pains, recovery, frustrations, etc. that we don’t ever come out. Even Jesus wept. But He was also obedient to His Father’s will, and in obedience got on with living life on this earth in the unlimited Grace of the Father.

Cheney also provided a humble reminder of the brevity of time on earth when he said,

"No matter what kind of problem I've run into, there's always been a solution for it. Now, obviously, there will be a point where there aren't any more solutions, and I'll have used up my time. We all do."

Good reminder! Time here is not time in heaven. We’ll have eternity up there, but not here. Time here is a gift God gives to use for His glory and furthering of His kingdom down here. Ecclesiastes 3:1 assures us there is a time for everything. Not just one thing, like pain, but everything, like healing and joy and new experiences. In short, moving on. If we stay stuck in the one painful thing, Satan gets a foothold and God can’t use us, or our experience, in the next thing here on earth.

Funny, isn’t it, how God ministered to me this week through the former vice president, the mother of my dental hygienist (a woman I’ve never even met) and my elderly but very robust next-door neighbor. Instead of feeling sorry for myself over my kids being gone, I’m inspired to ask God to grant me a get-on-with-life attitude and a grateful heart too.

“I know what it is to be in need, and I know what it is to have plenty. I have learned the secret of being content in any and every situation, whether well fed or hungry, whether living in plenty or in want. I can do everything through him who gives me strength.” Philippians 4:12

Hold My Heart

"In the same way, the Spirit helps us in our weakness. We do not know what we ought to pray for, but the Spirit himself intercedes for us with groans that words cannot express. And he who searches our hearts knows the mind of the Spirit, because the Spirit intercedes for the saints in accordance with God's will." Romans 8:26-27

"This is the confidence we have in approaching God: that if we ask anything according to his will, he hears us. And if we know that he hears us--whatever we ask--we know that we have what we asked of him." 1 John 5:14-15